feel the poison

[parker lee milford]

Parker had zero patience, which is why waiting for River to show up for this 'session' to commence wasn't something he wanted to do. He was actually fully dressed for once, even if he had this feeling that they wouldn't remain in their clothes for very long cause that's how it usually was. He wasn't up to having a conversation about his problems, he'd rather they just fuck around sexually and maybe tonight would be the night they actually screw. I mean, he was really tired of the whole 'I'm a virgin' speel the fucker had going on. Who was even a virgin anymore, especially at his age? Everyone loses it in early teens, so it's about time he gets the fuck over it and gives in. Or else Parker will just have to stop associating with him and get ass elsewhere, cause the dude was basically a sex addict, just not diagnosed or anything. He played with a loose string on the cut up knees of his black skinnies, and looked up at the door quickly. He wasn't here yet, and it was two minutes after seven. He was horny as fuck, and wanted the dude here now. So, get yer ass here, bud.

[river joaquin phoenix]

River wished that he could get Parker to talk to him, wished he could get through to the male, and have him atleast make some form of progress, but parker didn't want that, because in his eyes, he didn't have a problem. and river? river felt himself falling for him. he couldn't stop himself, knew that parker could never feel the same way because he thinks with his cock, and could never register actually being with someone, but he did get to have him in some ways, and that was enough for river. it may have been bad for him but he couldnt help himself. he didn't want to stop making out with parker, or to stop doing all the things they did, even if parker really just wanted to have sex with him, he figured as long as he made parker think he would get it, that he would stick around. it was pathetic, but there was something about parker that drove river to him, he wasn't much of a person to get close with anyone else, but parker made him want to, he wanted to get to know the male, to have something more than just sex, and deep down he hoped that parker felt that too. He walked into parkers room, squeezing through the door and glancing at him the same butterflies flushing through him. "sorry. i was talking to somebody." he said smirking as he leaned against the wall right next to the door.

[parker lee milford]

Parker didn't talk to anyone. Not his parents, his best friend, his therapist, no one knew the things that went through his mind. And they never would. It would be the best bet for him to get out of here after those 30 days he was supposed to do by court order by just talking and confessing his mental problems along with his few drug addictions, but he didn't want to. He was never the talking type about his feelings, instead he unleashed them in different ways. Through sex, through hurting himself and others, through being an asshole, whatever. He had only ever been in a relationship once in his whole life, and that was only cause Patrick had been his best friend since childhood and one day they decided to have sex, and that lead to them deciding to date which lasted for a pretty long time until they were like "Kay, let's go back to being friends" and that was the end of that. He didn't like wasting his time with 'love' seeing as it didn't exist, yes he was a pessimist about the whole thing and probably always will be. It takes a lot to crack a guy like him, and River was going to learn that in the long run. "It's fine," he said with a quick flash of a smile when River was in his room. God, he was so gorgeous, it should be illegal. "Come here," he said, using his fingers to make one of those 'come hither' gestures.

[river joaquin phoenix]

Parker made river want to break all his own rules, and that was like a fucking drug to river. he made him do things that he thought he never could. it was exciting, and it had the boy always craving more and more. he smirked when parker called him over, obeying the male in an instant, grabbing hold of his shirt as he started to kiss him roughly, fingers ripping at the fabric, annoyed that he decided to get dressed today, wow parker sure was turning him into a little whore. he kisses the males neck. biting roughly at it before going back to his lips and putting his small hands on his chest so he could push him back onto the bed. he wanted to tell parker to just fuck him, every part of him wanted to beg for it, he wanted the male, it was all he thought about, but he couldn't bring himself to do it, there was something that was stopping him from just going fuck it and riding parker all night long. though at times like these, when they were making out, he seemed to forget what it was. he worked his fingers down his chest, and started to unbotton his pants, sliding them off with his own feet, smirking softly at the male and kissing him hard on the lips once more as his nails scratched at his chest. "hard already baby?" he whispered huskily into his ears. river needed to stop being a tease, mhm.

[parker lee milford]

Parker tended to have that kind of effect on people - to make them just forget about everything and fuck him. He fully enjoyed the kind of person that River was turning into around him, now he just needs to give his virginity up and they would be set. If he would just stop being such a pussy when it came to his ass, then they could be fucking wild by now and doing such a thing for hours on end, multiple times a day. That would be perfect bliss. Parker's arms wrapped around River's waist as he came to him, his hands reaching down to grip his ass and pull their hips closer together. How rough the other male was acting was so happening to turn him on, and bad, making his entire body ache for this. He honestly wanted to just say fuck it and fuck him, whether he wanted it or not. "God yes," he moaned out, then pushed against River, using the strength of his body and arms around the smaller male to push River down against the bed instead. His hands searched the boys body, moving beneath the fabric of his shirt to pull it off his body before his hands went for his pants as well, pulling them clear off his body in simple seconds. "I want you so bad," he muttered against the skin of his neck as he went to nip along the skin in the area, dragging his teeth along his collarbone and sucking gently as he went on. His hands moved along his hips and around to his backside, grabbing him roughly once again and grinding his own hips down against him.

[river joaquin phoenix]

River let Parker take control, he knew the boy liked it and he had no problem letting him have it, it was a good thing he was such a submissive bitch or Parker would have run into trouble awhile ago, of course there were times in their meetings in which River was a lot more bold, and it almost looked like he had the reigns, but they both knew that wasn't true, and if Parker wanted control back, it would only take a few seconds, still he knew the male loved it when he got like this. He didn't know what sort of person Parker was, didn't know how much longer until he stopped being patient, and decided to take matters into his own hands, he was just very sure of the fact that River was going to have sex with him, of course the idea of it had crossed his mind, did he want to sleep with Parker? maybe, but something was telling him that it was too soon, that he needed to wait. He closed his eyes and moaned softly as the males hips began to dig into his, oh i want you too he thought to himself, god he hated when parker got like this it made him forget why he was saying no. right now? he really had no reason, he just knew he didn't want it. "im sure you do baby, but we actually do have stuff to do, I would like to keep my internship, so it'll take a few minutes." he said kissing Parker softly on the lips before pushing the male off him and sitting up, pulling a paper from his back pocket, it was rare for River to request they do something like this, but he really did need it.

[parker lee milford]

Being the dominant one was definitely something that Parker had always enjoyed, even when he was supposed to be taking the submissive role. He liked finding the boys who didn't mind to have him take all the control, while they had barely any, so it was definitely a good thing River didn't mind. He hated the ones who fought back for their own control, and he was definitely fond of River so hating him wasn't on the to do list. Though when you get involved with Parker, and he trusts you enough, you can, on one night, have complete control and River's gonna get that if he sticks around long enough. Parker honestly had practically no patience, which is why waiting around for the virgin to give it up was driving him crazy. He could have found someone else to fuck, someone more eager and willing who had sex before, and wasn't opposed to losing it, but instead he had to get intrigued by this kid. He blamed River for being so beautiful, and being so willing, and having the perfect physique that he just wanted to wrap himself around completely. "Fuck," he muttered under his breath then, sighing as he sat up on the edge of the bed. His dick was aching and needed some attention and stat, yet here River was pulling some piece of paper out of his pants claiming it as "intern" shit. Pain. In. The. Ass. "What is it?" he asked, through his tone you could tell how annoyed he was that they stopped doing that for whatever the fuck this is.