18TH NOVEMBER 2005
Well. I've finally made it to Forks, Washington. I guess this will be my home for as long as I can pull it off and pretend I'm mortal. I've heard there are more of my kind around here but I'm not so sure.. maybe I'm just being naive, will have a sniff about later. There's enough wild life about to keep my strength up, however much I hate killing animals, it would be worse to give in and kill humans. Never hated myself more than when I hunt. Thank God for my stubborness or I may have killed by now, oh and thank God for other 'veggies', maybe I can be normal.. or however normal a teenager can be living in a overcast town with no parents, yes, that will bring up some awkward questions. People will think I'm a runaway and report me to the police. Though technically I am a run away. I think it would frighten the police to find me all the way over here, but maybe thats a good things, I definately couldn't be the same girl who got lost in Canadian mountains over a year ago.
I got accepted into the high school here today, just got the letter. Hopefully this will be a new start, I mean, in this world I'm only a year old. It's a little scary thinking about all the humans there will be, I will have to make sure I hunt alot to resist. Good think I can't sleep, I can hunt at night. I'm looking forward to the normal life.. as normal as it will ever be. Maybe if I can keep it up I'll be able to go home and find my family, pretend that I somehow walked halfway across Canada.. or lived like a feral child for a couple of years or something. I'm sure they won't even notice how much I've changed. I really miss them. School tomorrow, scary much? Yes. But exciting.
And on that note, I bid you good day.
Tilly