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C O L E T R O U T M A N



he's seventeen livin' life as a junior
and he doesn't know where to turn. all he knows is
"wise men wonder while strong men die."

T H E F R I E N D S

i will try to find my place in the diary of jane practically family
it's a crime you let it happen to me other half
hold it together birds of a feather inseparable
nevermind i let it happen to you attached at the hip
no time for lies and empty fights i'm on your side partners in crime
say goodbye as we dance with the devil tonight best friends
don't you dare look at him in the eye close friends
out of mind forget it there's nothing to lose good friends
but my mind and all the things i wanted average friends
i won't stay long in this world so wrong passing friends
i can show you that i can see right through all your empty lies fake friends
how can i believe when this cloud hangs over me acquaintances
show me how defenseless you really are confidant
here i stand helpless and left for dead close your eyes so many days go by on and off
easy to find what's wrong harder to find what's right enemies turned friends
and i float upon a shallow bay party buddies
lift me up until the ground gives way drinking buddies
you wouldn't like me keep moving on until forever ends same clique
so why are you so eager to betray pick the pieces up friend of a friend
so why are you the one that walks away pick the pieces up name basis

T H E E N E M I E S

i don't think you wanna fuck with me burn in hell
something's getting in the way something's just about to break hardcore hatred
it's over no longer i feel it growing stronger mutual hatred
as i burn another page as i look the other way one-sided hatred
can we live a life of peace and happiness i don't think so mutual dislike
don't overkill this painless thrill it's bitter still your pretty pill one-sided dislike
put me to sleep evil angel open your wings evil angel scared of you
i don't know what isn't real but it's easy to beat me scared of cole
i have the answer spreading the cancer envy/jealousy
fly over me evil angel why can't i breathe evil angel annoyance
alone i'll walk the winding way (here i stay) indifference
i've lost my way but i will go on until the end tolerance
nothing but lies and broken wings backstabbed
the sun will rise another time the colors blind your virgin eyescheated
you wait until you've had your fill i know you will unfriendly rivalry
no don't leave me to die here friendly rivalry
help me survive here alone former friends
there's a fine line between love and hate love/hate
you fight me flat on my lonely face i fell enemies-with-benefits
life is hard enough without you fucking it up by association

T H E L O V E R S

so tell me how it should be in love
don't count on me i chase the sun it chases me final
i'm a believer nothing could be worse future
all these imaginary friends hiding betrayal possible future
life is sink or swim love is blinding no surviving current
and i don't mind if you say this love is the last time past -- bad terms
you're so cold but you feel alive past -- good terms
lay your hand on me one last time past -- still chemistry
no denying i am scared to lose the things i love i'm in control on and off
you're so cold keep your hand in mine mutual crush
wise men wonder while strong men die one-sided crush
i'll be home tonight take a breath and softly say goobye friends with benefits
the lonely road one that i should try to walk alone make-out buddies
i'm so inclined to make you mine we're out of line and out of time one night stand
driving the nail hoping to find a savior lust
surround me it's easy to fall apart completely physical attraction
i feel you creeping up again (in my head) sexual tension
so clever whatever i'm done with these endeavors fling
so here we are fighting and trying to hide the scars flirting
why give up why give in it's not enough it never is fleeting glances

T H E O T H E R S

if you find your family, don't you cry family -- good terms
in this land of make believe, dead and dry family -- bad terms
everyone is waiting here for everyone leave me alone roommate
every time i get it i throw it away it's a sign i get it i wanna stay co-worker
by the time i lose it i'm not afraid i'm alive but i can surely fake it classmate
there's a place i see you follow me just a taste of all that might come to be peers
i'm alone but only breath you can breathe to question every answer counted respect
sing it for me i can't erase the stupid things i say admiration
you're better than me i struggle just to find a better way mentor (to cole)
but i can show that i need to see this mentee (of cole)
you're the part of me that i don't want to see good influence
enlighten me reveal my fate just cut these strings that hold me safe bad influence
crowded streets are cleared away one by one protective over cole
hollow heroes separate as they run protective over you
i don't know what i want to be yet never spoken
i'll walk straight down as far as i can go secret
you know my name you know my face you'd know my heart if you knew my place stalker
walk straight down far as i can go i'll follow you if you follow me obsession
don't try to fight me the beauty queen has lost her crown again other(SPECIFY)

T H E R U L E S & C R E D I T S

this skin was made by feiah (aka feenix of rpgu and white pages. steal, and she will hunt you down with a k-bar. don't know what a k-bar is? hope you never have to find out. seriously. just don't. lots of time and effort goes into these things, and we don't care if you use them...so why steal? moving on...lyrics are credited to breaking benjamin, so the copyright police don't get me. colors were NOT blended with everyone's favorite color blender, no, thank you, i did that myself. on to the rules: where it says (SPECIFY), replace with your own word, in caps, in the parentheses. try to be creative, guys! i don't want you to write a novel, but try to put at least three relationships in, and do be detailed when writing the history. if you need ideas, talk to me! also talk to me if you're looking for any "big" relationships (current, final, anything that could get poor little cole killed). and remember, i do have veto power over anything on here, so do be nice. cheers, everyone!

IT'S ALRIGHT, IT'S ALRIGHT, 'CAUSE I KNOW WHAT YOU WANT
BUT YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT
IF I HAD IT TO GIVE, I WOULD GIVE IT AWAY
I'M LIVING IT UP WHILE I'M FALLING FROM GRACE
THERE'S NO WAY, THERE'S NO WAY THAT I'M RUNNING AWAY

THEallknowingEXAMPLE
SHE'S A QUEEN OF ONLY SEVENTEEN YEARS ONLY ONE IN A MILLION JUNIORS AND SHE'S PLAYING THE PART OF COOLEST CHICK EVER

don't you dare look at him in the eye close friends
out of mind forget it there's nothing to lose good friends
but my mind and all the things i wanted average friends

EXIE SAYS: "omg, cole is absolutely the coolest!"
COLE SAYS: "omg, i am! exie is a genius for figuring that out!"

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