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=3; Telleth me things to fix! I'm not sure I got it right -- what her condition would be under Ganthe's, uh. Care. So, yeah.
We have no one to be, but we still "are." Full Name Naminé Lethe Godsafe Nicknames Nami Gender Female Age Oh, dear Lord. She's got to be fourteen, or sixteen at the oldest.
Appearance It's obvious Naminé would be a very pretty young woman if she wasn't treated so horribly. Her pale blonde hair falls over one shoulder, her eyes are large and shockingly blue, her figure is slender and slight... But her small body is much thinner than it should be, and covered in cuts and bruises, and those doll-like eyes reveal that Naminé has seen and experienced too much for someone of her age. Naminé wears the typical SoulLinker outfit, except it is purely white. Job Class SoulLinker Hometown Presumably Prontera, but there's no telling; she was an orphan, so there's no telling.
Personality Naminé is a sweet, fragile young woman. She takes any chance she gets to escape into her art; drawing, coloring, painting, anything to get her out of the hell that is her reality. She quiet, unassuming, and overly shy, and even fearsome of people; there is a select few that she feels comfortable with, and even less that she can handle touching her. It seems to be her constant goal to blend into the background, to "not exist" and not catch attention. This, however, doesn't help when she needs it most: When Ganthe turns his focus on her.
Naminé can easily be considered a broken soul, although those who she allows near are surprised how much of "herself" she has been able to keep. Her temperament is ever sweet and loyal, always gentle, always kind -- but she is so far withdrawn into herself that it isn't noticable. She seems to never hate, or to never be angry, but she has her share of negative emotions; she is living in a constant state of fear, to the point that it can be crippling.
Maybe if she had grown up in a normal household, she would have been able to grow into an imaginative young woman who supports her friends always; loves and trusts and laughs easily; so on and so forth, but... She didn't grow up in a normal household, and while the potential for all this is still there, she would never know it herself, as her sense of self is all but nonexistant.
Background To say Naminé has not had a happy life is an understatement. She was raised in Prontera Ophanage, and her earliest memories consist of the church. She had a couple of friends: Roxas, who she felt was her older brother, and Nisemono, with whom she felt a kindredship. But when she was still very young, a man named Ganthe came and "adopted" Naminé and took her back to Einbech, over which he ruled. That was when her life turned into a living hell.
Ganthe's track record is well-known, and needless to say, Naminé became one of his "playthings," despite her age. Through the physical (including sexual) and emotional abuse, Naminé quickly lost whatever sense of self she had. It is due to Ganthe that her body is so poorly taken care of, obviously.
However, Naminé is not without sympathizers and friends under Ganthe's ownership. She has made friends with another one of Ganthe's servants, Lucian, and that bond is one of the things that has kept her steady. There is also a Priestess who works in the kitchens in Einbech who does her best to help Naminé heal after her "episodes" with Ganthe, and slowly, Naminé has started to become healthier.
One of the other few things that keeps Naminé steady is her art. She believes it's surprising that Ganthe has allowed her the sketchbook and colored pencils, the only things she can really call her own, but the drawing provides her an escape from her reality. (However, since this eases her mind and relaxes her, Ganthe then can draw more of a thrill out of breaking her again, and again, and again... Which is likely why he lets her have her art.)
Lately, Naminé has been feeling strange. She gets sick in the mornings, her appetite has taken odd turns, her emotions have been more volatile and fragile... The Priestess that cares for her is starting to suspect that Naminé is pregnant, but she's too afraid to tell anyone, even Naminé -- for if Ganthe found out...
Favorite... Song: ~ "All I Ask of You," Phantom of the Opera (Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime Say the word and I will follow you Anywhere you go, let me go, too... Love me, that's all I ask of you...)
~ "Lovebird," Steel Pier (Lovebird, come on, be there Lovebird, let's make a pair If you stay away from the world I'm dreaming of I'll be your lovebird -- A lonely lovebird, With no one to love...)
~ "Simon," Lifehouse (You don't know why they had to go this far Traded your worth for these scars, For your only company...)
~ "For You I Will," Teddy Geiger (Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet As what I can't have...)
Quote: ~ "A servant earnestly desireth the shadow." ~ "Starlight, star bright, First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have this wish, I wish tonight..."
Color: Naminé loves all colors, but that may be because the color white triggers bad memories. Flower: Garden anemone (forsaken), angelica (inspiration), auricula (painting), forget-me-not (true love, memories)
Miscellaneous Theme Song: ~ "Innocence," Hootie and the Blowfish (What else can I do when the tears have all been wasted? And the only voice you choose to hear Sings the songs of our hearts broken
Say your dreams, they all have changed Well, my smiles, the all have faded And the thoughts that used to seem so pure in my heart, They now feel jaded
I wanna feel like I did And I wanna feel innocence...)
Blood Type: AB- Birthday: February 26 Zodiac: Pisces Symbols: The colors white, gold, and light blue; sketchbooks, colored pencils, etc.; deer or mourning dove Tarot Card: IX The Hermit Silence. Retreat. Calm soul-searching. Searching, wandering. Psychic abilities enhanced by peace and freedom of thought. Foresight. Reflection. Healing. Recuperating. Peace. The solitary nature of the Hermit card can be a positive or negative condition in one’s life -- on the positive side, solitary time can bring peace and clarity, a balancing, a sense of well-being, or transformation. On the other hand, it can be negative in isolating a person, creating misanthropy, and bringing on fear, fatigue, and depression and distancing one from real aspirations, dreams, opportunities, and good company. Check "surrounding cards" for an indication as to positive or negative influence. Sexuality: This Naminé is straight. <3;
Miscellanious Yet Related Quotes "Perhaps she continues drawing in hopes of capturing that which she lacks: the memories of others." -- Secret Ansem Report #10, Kingdom Hearts II
"She is a 'non-being' in the truest sense of the word; having not even become a Nobody and with nowhere left to go, she is but the most fleeting of shadows." -- Secret Ansem Report #9, Kingdom Hearts II
"It is a great ability to be able to conceal one's ability." -- Francois de La Rochefoucauld
"I used to smile but I don't no more, I'm living just to watch it all go by..." ~ Blue October, "It's Just Me"
"Time here all but means nothing, Just shadows that move 'cross the wall... They keep me company, but they don't ask of me, They don't say nothing at all..." ~ Sarah McLachlan, "Time"
"There is no life I know To compare with pure imagination Living there, you'll be free If you truly wish to be..." ~ Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, "Pure Imagination"
"I can’t control my destiny I trust my soul My only goal is just to be…" ~ RENT, "Another Day"
"If ever you'd love me, you'd say It's okay..." ~ Yellowcard, "Empty Apartment"
"Now we're grown-up orphans that never knew their names We don't belong to no one -- that's a shame ... Scars are souvenirs you never lose The past is never far Did you lose yourself somewhere out there? Did you get to be a star? Don't it make you sad to know that life Is more than who we are You grew up way too fast, and now there's nothing to believe" ~ Name (Goo Goo Dolls)
"I feel your fingers, cold on my shoulder Your chilling touch as it runs down my spine Watching your eyes as they invade my soul ... A darker dream that has no ending That's so unreal you believe that it's true A dance of death out of a mystery tale The frightened princess doesn't know what to do
Will the ghosts go away? (No) Will she will them to stay? (No) Either way, there's no way to win..." ~ Jekyll & Hyde, "Dangerous Game"
"One day it'll be our light, the light that brings us together. I'll be in your heart until that time comes." "I know. Forgotten, but not lost." ~ Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories
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I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up take me down; Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down... Oh, let the rain come down... And I wished for things that I don't need (all I wanted)And what I chased won't set me free (all I wanted)And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my kneesWe're taught to lead the life you choose (all I wanted)You know your love's run out on you (all I wanted)And you can't see when all your dreams aren't coming true...
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