Yeppp, I decided to start a thread with my poetry since I write more than I thought I would =D It's mostly emo or happy, but there's 1 or two angry poems. XDD I'll post up all my stuff, even my older stuff that most of you have probably read already. lol

Meant to Be

You said it would never end..
All the time together we would spend..
But now that you're gone, I'm a wreck,
Losing you is something I really could never expect..
Nothing's the same,
Whenever I see you now all I feel is pain..
I still love you as much as I did when it began..
Oh what I would give to hold your hand..
I would still die for you,
Or cry for you.
You're still the only girl I think about,
But losing you made me want to scream and shout.
I was never angry with you,
but I just sit here wondering "what did I do..?".
You were too good for me, and now I see..
I suppose all our friends were right..we weren't meant to be.
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Too Young


They sit there and try to explain,
all these feelings of horrible pain.
They say I was too young for love,
But I really doubt they even know what it's made of..
They say I was too young to set my feelings on one person,
maybe they're right, all the pain did was worsen..
Too young to drive too,
And too young to strive for you..
But, I was never too young to be pushed or shoved,
or never too young to wish to be loved..
I was never too young to lose you,
And was never to young to have my heart broken in two..
I wasn't too young to bleed or cry,
and for you, my angel, I would still die.
They say "go flirt and have fun at the mall",
But I don't think they know what love is at all.
..but then again, I found out that night, you lied.
And on that night, my heart died.
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That Day (dedicated to Kim <3)

Maybe we'll be ok..
Maybe, just mabye, we'll make it to that day..
The day we get to look into eachothers eyes,
And whisper "I love you" with no disguise..

All I can do is sit and wait,
While this relationship, most choose to hate.
I believe if we just hold on tight,
One day I can hug you with all my might..

But during these times that chance seems dim,
So I just stay calm, hold my breath, and count to ten.
I don't want to lose you, you mean so much to me,
And I know I love you, and we were indeed, meant to be..
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I Miss You

I can't stop missing you,
I don't know what to do.
Sitting here,
Wishing you were near.
But you're so far away,
I miss you every day..
You're so perfect,
but people constantly say "Is is worth it?"
I love you and I'll wait forever and a day,
For you, right here I'll stay.
Waiting for you,
Is something I'd glady do..
With a smile I'll wait forever,
And give up, I'd never.
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Outcast

Who do you think you are?
You think you know me, but you're off by far.
You tell me who you think I should be,
And I begin to doubt if you even give a d*mn about me.
Always telling me to do better than my best,
Treating me like I'm not as good as the rest.
Never good enough for you,
And with this, quite frankley, I'm through.
Always trying to be who you want me to be,
But I just can't and I see.
You always put me last,
and now I'm just your little f*cking outcast..
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Still There

Losing you was my greatest fear..
Cause all I needed was you here..
You're the most amazing person I've ever met..
And loving you is where my mind is set.
We've both been through so much pain,
And losing you just drives me insane..

Now that you're gone, the feelings are still there..
But why does it hurt so bad? I guess life just isn't fair..
You're still constantly on my mind,
And I don't think I could ever just leave you behind.
Every little thing about you is still so perfect,
And honestly, I do believe it was worth it.
I bled and cried that day,
but strangely, I was never angry with you in any way...
But deep down inside this is still true,

Angel, I still love you..
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Yep, sorry it's so long and so emo. XD But alot of people like my stuff and I hope ya'll do too =]

EDIT I forgot to add a word in the last one.

No posts? <_<

XD j/k but here's a new one.

The Fool

These temptations,
Causing so many frustrations.
I could never do anything to hurt you,
Because I know, truley, I love you too.
But these strange feelings I can't make them go away,
And somehow I can't seem to make myself stay.
I don't want to do this,
Yet somehow I feel so clueless.
To be faithful,
And not to be hateful.
To you, my love.
Not these other people, out of me, they've made a fool of.
And now, it's time for me to decide,
This confusion makes me want to run and hide..
But finally, I now choose,
Because Baby, I know you're the one I never want to lose.
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No I'm not cheating on Kim I wrote it about a girl I liked a long time ago xD

Your emo-ness both appalls me & intreges me.

Please continue.

=D Thank you. I gotsa new one ^^

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This is the result of listining to Atreyu and being bored and writing. XD

You said forever you would love me,
But just seeing you with him, lets me see.
It was all just a lie,
A horrible lie I had been telling myself, leaving me here to ask "why?".
Seeing you with him, tears me apart,
Is that all you wanted, Was to rip out my heart?
Leaving me here, feeling so empty,
This feeling is killing me..
How could I have fooled myself for so long?
Why do I get reminded of you by every word, every song?
Painfully I sit here and think about the time,
Wishing the same feelings you would find..
Why do I have to love you still so much?
And I would still die for just one word, one touch.
All I can do is wait,
And hope this isn't my fate..
Because my love, without you, I will die.
All because of that one lie..
I wish it was just a fairy tale,
A dream come from hell.
But this is reality,
And without you, now I see.
Exactly what I've lost..

And all that one lie cost...


:D So very emo. xD

My brain has begun to rot with all the emoness you have written...

Niice.

I bet you can't write an emo/smut poem!!!! *hides stash of dirty poems* =o

Awww I heart these Chris. =]]

But somehow it reminds of when..well you know. =[

It's very well written.

=D

Thanks Kim ^-^ <3

I gots new one! :D

Savior

So many times you've saved me..
And maybe I could save you too, just maybe..
So many times you've kept me from bleeding,
And now, finally, this true love, I'm seeing..
So lucky I am to have you here,
And hopefully, I'll never make you shed a tear..
To hurt you is the last thing I could ever want,
And if I did, forever it would haunt.
You're so beautiful,
In everything, mind, body and soul..
I could never love anyone like I love you,
And I hope that you have these feelings too.
For so long, upset we were..
But now I realize, baby, you're my own personal saviour..

The emo side is taking over!

*Parts hair over face..*

Ugh. It's just so .. it get's me.. XD;;

Kidding. Pretty good Chris. I like The Fool.

Thanks =DD

I'm Sorry.


You're so kind,
To forgive me and my dumbass mind..
I don't deserve you,
I have no idea what makes you love me too..
Such a horrible choice,
The only thing left in my head is your voice..
Why to hurt, did I choose?
I didn't win, all I did was lose...
I don't know what it would take to gain your trust,
But trying my hardest is a must..
I can't bear to lose you,
No matter who comes along, I'll always love you too..
I don't know why all I did was betray..
When my love for you is all I want to portray..
I'm not worth anything, all I make you do is worry,
But now all I want to say to you is

Angel..I'm so sorry..

Aw man ya got some great stuff. I like your writing.

The 'Meant To Be' one, boy that was something. Sweet work my man. Keep it up.

Thanks Crazy ^^

New poemmm

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What's wrong?

All these invading thoughts,
All the pain they wrought..
Why does everything have to be so hard?
It's tearing me apart, down to just a shard..
I'm not the same person I used to be,
Only the negative side of life is what I see.
I can't take much more,
My stomach is sick and my heart is sore.
I never meant to hurt you,
But surely, that pain grew..
I can't take anymore and now you see,
I'm left here asking myself

"What the hell is wrong with me?"
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Meh.

=]

It's awesome Chris.

I <3 it.

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