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That really is the most peaceful babble I've ever heard. And it sounds a little sad too. Do you not like living in Utah? It does look alright from the satellite images... though, one can't really compare it with Washington.
I very often dream of an old home of mine too, and in a similar way that you do, I think. But I can't say I have ever made tea of fir needles and drops of honey. Sounds a little strange... but it has got me thinking of menthol. Don't ask me why, though. Your association sounds much more "healthier". No, but in wintertime as it is, when I think of that specific place I still call home, I remember things I used to do. Things that remind me of what life can be and how a home can make you feel. And a real home that is! There aren't many places we can call that in the world.
I once rolled about in the snow under an enormous spruce. It grew on a cliff by a frozen lake. There was just snow everywhere, and a lot of it! The sky was cloudy but light, and the wind was still. It was getting darker outside. And not a single sound reach my ears. It was like time had stopped, and I can remember how it felt, right now, just by thinkng of it. It was peaceful. For once it was peaceful.
I was about nine or eight years old, I think. Still can't forget that moment, nor that home. Time really does change things, it changes life.
Yet my feet keep walking, even if I stumble sometimes... it doesn't matter.
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