ooc. Of course your post works -- it's you. Ha. So, uh, mine? Took a direction of it's own too; how was
that for a graceful transition? x__X
INSTANTLY, THE PRINCESS SEEMED TO TAKE THE DEFENCE, and it made Sethius feel entirely too satisfied. She didn’t answer any of his questions, if they could even be said to be so – sharp missiles of insinuation, otherwise. He had challenged her, and she had, he perceived, evaded it. This entire conversation was humiliating, and he wasn’t quite deluded enough to say otherwise; he had to admit that the words which would surely carry beyond their proximity within this private canvas were not flattering – not to him and, less than secretly, he hoped not to Annabelle either. They had both lost their tempers unattractively, but the only relevant consequences was how each perceived the other’s dignity – but regardless, her response was somewhat flattering. He felt as though his case was reinforced by her reaction, unable to see that perhaps it was Sethius who had incited it in the first place. Abusively backing her into the corner might not have been the most expedient way of receiving any civil words, but social standards were no longer on his list of priorities: he was sleeping with the Queen, fathering her illegitimate (as Annabelle seemed all too happy to point out) child, and, frankly, at this point, God probably didn’t want anything to do with him. His midlife crisis was leaning towards a state of disregard for logic, and this clearly reflected in the actions he took now.
Sethius was hardly one to judge, and felt a little stab of guilt for questioning her in the first place, when she seemed to upset now … but a part of him was too stubborn to simply accept that there was more to Annabelle than her pretty face, and wanted to deny that she was leadership material. It was not, to his conscious mind, a possibility that there was any desire within him to have that much power; God-willing, he would happily stay a commander all of his life, wouldn’t he? There was no need for the lure of further control in his day to day life, as far as he was aware, but was there just a small part of him that wanted to deny Annabelle was as rational as, for one brief moment, she appeared? Perhaps he wanted to overlook her coherency in favour of his own potential. It wouldn’t directly come to him, though, this idea that overthrowing the young blonde before him was for his own personal desires and curiosity; how vulgar it would seem for him to take the woman who should have been his wife and use her disappearance as an excuse to fulfill overestimated potential.
The commander knew that his lips would need to be more guarded, now, as Annabelle rose from her chair, positively furious. Her temper matched his, and he caught the low darkness of her tone as she had continued vocalizing. Sethius’s anger contributed to his words too, and he wondered absently how she would react if she knew the reason for the extent of his guilt: Caterina didn’t tell her siblings about Eva, did she? “It’s not your fault,” he heard the lie. His desire to pick a fight, however, was not so prominent that he could bring himself to compare his guilt with hers. It was infantile and it was angry, but he felt with certainty that there was no living soul who could feel as badly as he did in that moment. The world that day was Sethius-centric, and there was no chance he would ever admit that perhaps he was incorrect to so quickly presume the royal’s feelings.
How genuine, he wanted to know, was her reaction? He was so certain that the sisters were more estranged than they had ever allowed to show … and, yet, Caterina had told the younger Lancreteroux woman of their private matters, and that was a question. But this was Annabelle – he tried desperately to think of a reason he disliked her, other than the traits he has assumed she possessed: Sethius wanted her to be conceited and thick-skulled, incompetent and unreasonable. His bias was problematic, and his judgment, as she had hatefully implied prior, was not at its most exemplary status. Not even twenty-four hours from her absence, and already the pandemonium was sinking over their frontlines – oh, when the Minerva found out … but they were, he thought, to blame. This was the direction that they would need to take, he believed already.
But he had no choice other than to finish what he had started. He could pick at linguistics (“bicker” she said, as if this were no more than a fleeting disagreement!) if his mind were more capable of truly absorbing all that she said; he could argue further that his experience much overwhelmed her own. Sethius didn’t take either route, though, and spoke plainly. There was nothing which remotely resembled a retreat in his answer, but he answered the whole of what the princess had spat at him with an apparent, although only partially deliberate, tone of agreement, “No one could deny we would get more done if we were both involved in this,” it hurt to say that aloud, the words burning. But honestly followed it, and Sethius expanded, forcefully steering himself from conversation in case he said something more that would lead the two of them into an almighty power struggle, granted the initial reason that he had drawn Annabelle there – a leap of faith, but his jaw was tensed at the idea. As part of that leap, he made a suggestion for immediacy, dropping his eyes from the princess to her toppled chair, as if to suggest that she sit once more. Sethius was sure that when Annabelle failed to accomplish anything through her attempts at action, then it would have to be acknowledged that he was the only suitable person for the temporary hold of control. His suggestion of seemingly good-intent and surrender was merely another silent fragment of his power play.
“I’m also confident you’ll agree with me in that the only reasonable plan is to take severe military action against the Minerva.”