Depressed... Unuasually depressed...
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Newbie

Group: Loner
Posts: 7
Member No.: 6
Joined: 13-June 05

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The large femora padded into the den area. Alone, alone she was... Very alone, with not a love or friend. But this femme was too depressed at the moment to care about love at all - or friendship.
Trista climbed into a den, tail down, ears limp. Her pose was submissive... She made no sound, just one. Kicking a rock as she dissapeared into shadow, it was only a low rumble. But this didn't bother her. She sadly turned himself to face out of the entrance, and layed down. Her paws crossed and she rested her head on them. The world seemed so still and misty, with no one there...
How she did miss, miss the life she could've had...
'Be with me always, eh?' she thought hopelessly. 'I've got nothing Yuko, a heart, but it's not beating...' She was angry. Angry at herself. She believed it was her that caused Yuko's death, but she was more annoyed at being a failure. A failure... Yes, that's what she was convinced she'd always be...
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Living is a curse, That's hard to escape. I'll never find my way, But then again, Who needs to escape, When the wrong way, Will lead you home...
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| Trista |
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Newbie

Group: Loner
Posts: 7
Member No.: 6
Joined: 13-June 05

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Trista looked up at the strong and sturdy alpha, only to find she was just about his size. A cold sigh left her vocals, and shaky stilts lifted her up. Her emerald occuli were that of sorrow. Ones of a young pup whom just been scolded.
"Trista..." she said very quietly. "I didn't mean to tresspass, I just absent-mindedly wandered here. Please... I seek only forgiveness..." she said raspily.
She didn't like to speak, but still adding something, a mumble.
"Yeah, I only mess stuff up, so it's normal..." was said under her breathe.
Her frame was already lowered, tail already tucked in a some-what grace-like manner. So she needn't lower it anymore. But she did drop her shoulders quite far. Pretty ploys looked up at him from her low position on the ground, red was showing around them from little sleep due to haunting nightmares. "Yuko..." she thought silently in despair. "Please guide me where need be, and love, now I need you more than ever..." Trista was close to break-down. Life without her love was next to impossible. It was more than obvious she would die an early death, and she was all but oblivious to it. She sighed, pure sorrow lingering hopelessly around her. The young and delicate femora had been thrown into a depression, and with it went the care for her own bodice and health. She'd grown rather thin and dusty. Her cheek bones stuck out lightly, and her optics held all the detail of a tortured soul. One so scarred, so lost... She was beyond being found.
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Living is a curse, That's hard to escape. I'll never find my way, But then again, Who needs to escape, When the wrong way, Will lead you home...
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| Trista |
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Newbie

Group: Loner
Posts: 7
Member No.: 6
Joined: 13-June 05

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Trista sighed again as he spoke. There was a very odd aura lingering around her. A mix between and evil, and the tender of sorrow and guilt. She sighed very quickly after her first one, and flicked a rock a way with depression in her movements.
"I guess... sure..." she said in her raspy voice.
Auds unpinned as the rock tumbled, and green occuli followed it. At his words, they traveled up to Hadies' face with a very troubled look.
"Nothing... Nothing addressed to you, just my mumbling..." she said in a some-what silky voice.
Her eyes traveled back downward after looking at his golden orbs. Another long sigh was heaved, and she flicked another rock. It joined its friend over a small bump in the ground. And she only looked around with nothing to do. Reclining to her haunches, the femora could only wait. She didn't exactly feel like asking for his name... then again she really didn't care if she knew it just yet or not. Made no difference, because if he was to be her alpha, she'd learn soon enough. And she could wait. Wait till she joined her beloved in the dark dark seas....
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Living is a curse, That's hard to escape. I'll never find my way, But then again, Who needs to escape, When the wrong way, Will lead you home...
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| Trista |
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Newbie

Group: Loner
Posts: 7
Member No.: 6
Joined: 13-June 05

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Trista gave a sigh, shot eyes looking down to the ground. She lowered back to the ground. Her matted stomach disappeared as she rested there. Her paws crossed and she lay her chin on them. Green eyes did not a thing to his words. She merely bobbed her craniel. 'Subordonite....'
Her tail was motionless. Auds swiveled, and ploys traveled upward to meet Hadies' face. She nodded again at his name.
"A pleasure..." she said politely, in her husky dry voice.
But quite frankly, whether she had never met him made no difference to her now. The only male she wanted to know again was Yuko. But he had been swallowed by darkness quite some time ago. She sighed. The femme wasn't one to start conversation, talk at all, or even answer questions. But she had something to say. Without a question asked, one would never know the answer.
"Are there many here?" she asked with a rather quiet tone.
If there were, she would reconsider joining. A big pack ment a lot to talk to. And with a lot to talk to, she would become distant. Being distant, would mean her rank would go down. She didn't really care very much where she was in the ranks, but the last thing she wanted was to disobey or displease anyone again. Whether she knew them or not.
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Living is a curse, That's hard to escape. I'll never find my way, But then again, Who needs to escape, When the wrong way, Will lead you home...
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| Trista |
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Newbie

Group: Loner
Posts: 7
Member No.: 6
Joined: 13-June 05

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Trista nodded to him rather absent-mindedly. She nosed the dirt on the ground a bit, and swayed her tail. Lids drifted with heavy slip. But just before they closed, she parted them.
"Pardon, but may I drowse off for a while?" she asked in her dry raspy voice.
She struggled to keep her emerald pools open. She blinked several times, and yawned. Sighing, she licked a paw as she waited for a reply.
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Living is a curse, That's hard to escape. I'll never find my way, But then again, Who needs to escape, When the wrong way, Will lead you home...
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