Engilsh Rose!, lauri fic

[To_Guilty_For_You]

Title - English rose
Author - To_Guilty_For_You (Emma)
Rating - pg 13
Pairing - (cant tell you yet)
I DO NOT OWN OR KNOW ANY MEMBERS OF THE RASMUS THIS IS PURE FICTION!


Chapter 1

I woke up straining to see around my room, my new room, we had to move away as my fathers work had forced him to.
I’m from Yorkshire England a beautiful part of the country in my eyes lots of history and wonderful places to visit, but now as I wake I find myself waking up to snowy surroundings a strange city to me a place I now have to call home, my new home Helsinki, Finland!
I pull myself up as I try to sit in my bed the cold wraps itself around me like a blanket.
‘god its cold how I wish I was back home at least the clod there is bearable’ I whisper to myself pulling the covers around me.
‘if only I could have stayed, if only he didn’t’ I trail off thinking of my real reason my hidden reason for coming with my parents.
‘oh well I cant sit here forever I better move’ I tell myself unconvincingly, I move my legs and rest my feet on the floor even though its carpeted I can feel the cold as if stepping onto ice.
I shift myself across my room looking into the mirror god I look rough, I make my way to the wardrobe and pull out some jeans and a thick hooded jumper I do my hair and go to the bathroom to wash when I am done I make my way down the hall to the kitchen.
“Morning” my mother greets my placing a fresh pot of coffee down on the table, “Breakfast dear?” she asks me.
“No thanks I’m going to go take a look at my new surroundings and find out where my new school is so I don’t get lost in the morning”
I sit sipping my coffee staring out of the window at the clear sky ‘how can such a snowy country have such a beautiful sky’ I think to myself.
“Where’s dad I didn’t hear him snoring as I passed your room” I ask snapping out of my daze.
“He’s gone to the office to get sorted for tomorrow”
“But its Sunday shouldn’t he be relaxing before a busy week of setting up and sorting out” I question.
“You know what he’s like he puts his stupid job before himself, us or anything else”
I give her a weak smile my mother isn’t much happier about the move than I am but at least here I can live my life, but there you go that’s life isn’t it we have to do things we don’t want like but sometimes for the better lets hope this move is worth it.
“Right I’m going for a walk I have my phone and some money so if I need you I’ll call” I get up and give my mum a hug.
“okay dear see you when you get back”
I grab my jacket guessing I may need it to fight off the cold and head out of the door I take the six flights of stairs as I hate lifts and head out into the cold.
As I exit the apartment block I feel the soft snow beneath me, I look around which way do I go first, after a few minuets I decide to go and look for my new school the one in which I will spend my last year of education already been 16 I had the choice to go to school or not but I wanted qualification so school it was.
I had only been walking ten minuets following instructions written on a scruff piece of paper, I came across the gates to which would become my new school Millthorpe high.
‘so this is it then my new high school well at least it isn’t hard to find’ I say to myself.
“hey” a female voice behind me says I turn to see who it is. “you new here in Helsinki?” she asked me
“Yeah just moved here from England” I sighed and the girl could see I wasn’t happy.
“You’ll be fine it’s a good place, I’m Hanna by the way” she held out her hand I took it shaking it gently in a greeting.
“I’m Louise” she smiled, she seemed to be a nice enough person.
“Fancy going for a coffee and we can get to know each other better”
“Yeah that would be great a friend is what I need right now.”
We walked off towards a café and got our coffees, we sat near the window in the smoking section I took out my lighter and cigarettes and lit one up.
“so tell me a little about yourself” Hanna began.
“Well I’m 16” I explained to her about why I had to move to Finland and how unhappy I was to be leaving friends and family behind but not one particular person I was glad to leave them there.
“Sounds tough don’t worry I’ll make sure you’ll be okay” Hanna smiled.
“so now you know about me what about you?” I was interested to find out about my new friend.
“well I’m 18, 19 in a week, you have to come to my party by the way, I have a brother the same age as you in your year he’s called Lauri, I’m in the sixth form studying sciences and English”
She started telling me about her dreams on becoming a doctor and hopefully having a large family one day.
After a lot of talking and 3 coffees later I told her I had better be heading back home.
“Where do you live then” she asked me as we left the café.
“Actually I live just across the street in that set of flats” I point and laugh.
“Really so do I I’m on the 5th floor flat 15” she replied.
“Cool I’m on 6th floor flat 20 I live there with my parents”
“Yeah I live with my parents oh and Lauri, you should meet him tomorrow I think you two will get along well”
We entered the building and climbed the stairs when we reached Hanna’s floor we stood on the landing.
“Here this is my number text me if you need anything and I’ll meet you here in the morning at 8 if you like so you have someone to walk to school with” she handed me the bit of paper.
“thank you that would be great oh and here this is my number” in return I handed her a scrap bit of paper which held my number.
“Right then I shall see you in the morning” she hugged me and wandered off towards her flat.
I walked up to my flat thinking about tomorrow nerves had started to take over already, I hope I fit in if not what will I do was the last thought I had as I entered the flat greeted by my mother wanting to know about the day I had had.

[To_Guilty_For_You]

Chapter 2.

I woke up the next morning quite early nerves still in the pit of my stomach I looked over at the clock sat on my bedside table it read 6.45 in just over an hour I would be meeting Hanna for my dreaded walk to Millthorpe High.
“Louise come on breakfasts ready” I hear my mother shout from the kitchen, slowly I get out of bed onto the ice cold floor I walked over to the chair next to the wardrobe where my new uniform laid, black trousers, white polo shirt with the crest sewn on to the left side and the navy jumper which also held the crest, I slowly got dressed and brushed my hair leaving it down so I had some thing to hide behind, I wandered to the bathroom and washed.
When I was finished I walked to the kitchen as I entered I was greeted with the smell of a full English breakfast.
“ummm thanks” I say pulling my chair closer to the table, I pick at my breakfast only managing to eat a piece of bacon some egg and a mouth full of hash brown, I did how ever manage to drink the whole pot of coffee to myself.
It was now five to eight I put my jacket on and picked up my bag from the sofa.
“Okay mum I’m off see you tonight” I call to her.
“Okay darling have fun” I hear her reply as I walk through the door.
I walked down the stairs to Hanna’s floor its just turned eight, I wait for about five minuets and there is still no sign of her, I decide to go ahead without her ‘oh well’ I think to myself ‘at least I waited’.
“Hei Louise, wait up sorry I’m late Lauri was hogging the bathroom” as she approaches me I can’t help look over her shoulder towards her flat as I do I see a shortish boy maybe slightly taller than myself emerge from the door way, he has bleached blonde hair spiked out at the back of his head he has the cutest button nose and as he got closer I saw them beautiful like diamonds his eyes they sparkled emerald green in the dim light, I couldn’t help but fall into a daze lost in the colour of his wonderful gaze.
“Louise are you okay” quickly pulling myself back into the real world Hanna was stood in front of me looking concerned.
“ummm yeah I’m fine just a little nervous that’s all” I lied smiling at her, I couldn’t really tell her I was lost in the gaze of the most wonderful eyes I had ever seen which belonged to a not so bad looking lad.
“You’ll be fine trust me, oh and this is my brother Lauri” as she stepped aside I was facing the boy with emerald eyes.
“Hi nice to meet you I’m Louise” I held out my hand waiting for him to return my greeting but he didn’t he looked at the floor his cute chubby cheeks reddening.
“Hei” is all I got as my reply, Hanna gave me a ‘just ignore him’ look as we turned to walk out of the building.
We set off in silence me and Hanna walked in front together and Lauri trailed behind.
“ Is he always so shy” I ask her breaking the silence which was making me more nervous then I already was. I pulled out my lighter and a fag and lit it hoping my nerves would simmer a little.
“Yeah he’s quite a hard shell to break but once your in he’s a great guy to know, just ummm don’t tell him I said that his head might get too big” she laughed.
“Don’t worry I wont” I smile, I look over my shoulder I see him looking at me as we walk but he soon notices I’m looking at him with this his head returns to face the floor his cheeks reddening again, I turn back to look where I’m going ‘he’s so cute when he blushes’ I say quietly to my self.
“Did you say something” Hanna asks as I inhale some more smoke sending nicotine rushing through my lungs.
“No I was just mumbling” I reply as we walk through the school gates, I hope she didn’t hear what I said.
We entered the big tall dark oak doors and Hanna stopped.
“Right I will leave you here the reception is just through there they will sort you out, I will meet you at the gates at 3.30 if you like”
“Yeah thanks see you later then” she smiled and went off back out of the doors and I see her walk off to the left.
I looked around the great big entrance hall there’s door leading off to hidden places there is the odd person drifting here and there but it was still quite as school didn’t start till 8.45 and it was only 8.15, I set towards the reception trying to remember which way Hanna had told me to go.
“Need any help” a quite male voice behind me asked I turn to see it was Lauri he is playing nervously with his hands looking very shy.
“Yeah that would be great thank you” he smiled and walked off towards reception, suddenly he stopped and spun around.
“I’m Lauri by the way sorry about this morning, Hanna talked about you last night and I was nervous about meeting you” he bows his head blushing again!!
“It’s okay I know what its like meeting new people I have a whole day of it” he smiled but still blushing, could anyone actually blush as much as he was doing?
He slowly lifted his hand “Again sorry”
I shook his hand as soon as our skin touched it felt like nothing before I suddenly felt full of fire a small tingle moving up my arm getting stronger as it spread around my body I thought I could feel his heart beat but was that possible?
We seemed to be shaking hands for what seemed like for ever before I finally loosened my grip releasing his hand and dropping mine back to my side his eyes where now fixed on mine.
“Come on lets get you time tabled” he turned and carried on walking down the corridor.
I followed wondering if he had felt any of the energy I had felt, ‘no why would he we hardly know each other well he knows more about me as Hanna has told him’ these thoughts where spinning in my mind like a whirlpool.
We where in reception about 20 minuets signing me in properly and I got my timetable Lauri got his also (been the start of the last year), I walked off to the yard area Lauri still following behind I wondered why he was still following me but shrugged it off.
“so what’s your timetable number” I turn to face him.
“Sorry” I simply reply
“your timetable number what is it” he asks again.
“oh …….ummmmmm 11SR1” I reply reading the bunch of collective numbers and letters.
“cool same as me, ummm …. If you like I could be your guide until your settled in” he blushes again but this time he keeps eye contact.
“no you don’t have to I’m sure you have friends who need you more than me, I’m sure I’ll be okay” I blurted out wondering why I didn’t accept.
“no I insist besides my friends have each other you don’t have anyone”
“oh ……okay but only if your really sure”
“I’m sure so what we got first then” he tries to glance over at the timetable still clutched tightly in my hand.
“English” I reply
“okay lets go” he turns around and walks to an out building me following close behind.
Something tells me today might not be so bad after all.

[Clarysa]

There's not much point in me posting because I've read further than this! lol but your gr8 at writing! keep it up!

[To_Guilty_For_You]

Chapter 3.

I sat through form time alone at the front the teacher had just made me stand up in front of the whole class and introduce myself.
I set off to wards my first lesson following the crowd as we all moved towards the English block, I entered the English room, I walked over to the teacher and waited for her to lift her head.
“Hi I’m Louise, I’m a new student here I’m not sure where I’m sitting or anything” I asked I could feel the nerves in my voice.
“Hello I’m Mrs Bird, nice to meet you Louise, I’m actually from England myself” she paused and smiled at me.
“so do you know any of the students already” I looked around at all the now seated chatting students.
“Well I know Lauri a little bit I met his sister yesterday and she befriended me” I noticed he was sat alone not talking at the back of the room.
“Well you can sit with him then so you don’t feel so alone and welcome to Finland” I smiled and made my way to the back row where Lauri was seated.
“Hey do you mind if I sit here its just I don’t know anyone else” he looked up and smiled.
“No not at all please sit down will make a change from been sat alone” I felt sorry for him he had told me in form time that all his friends where in the other half of the year, no one else seemed to bother with him.
I sat myself pulling out a pen and my fresh note pad and waited for the lesson to start.
“We don’t usually do much on the first day back” Lauri informed me still looking at his own note book.
“Right then class Hyvää huomenta not much lined up today so I will just ask you write a small piece of writing explaining what you did over the summer” she sat back down putting on her glasses and picking up a novel.
“What does Hyvää huomenta mean” I asked Lauri slightly confused.
“Good morning” he replied.
I followed her instructions and opened my book to the first page still white and fresh I began to write about my big move from England to Finland missing out the bits I didn’t want people to know, I started to get lost in my writing but I could feel a gaze hitting the left side of my head, I continued to write but the gaze was now burning as if someone was pointing a laser at me, I stopped and looked up.
“Are you okay Lauri?” I asked him.
I snapped his head away from me breaking his gaze, “Yes why?” he bowed his head obviously trying to hide the fact he was staring at me.
“Well for the past 10 minuets you have been watching me just wondered if there was something bothering you”
“No I was…….ummm…..just watching you write waiting for you to finish plus everyone else is talking and where sat in silence” he made a good point at this I rested my pen on my book and sat back in my chair.
“Well what do you want to talk about” I asked him
“ummmm…….. Not sure we could try and get to know each other better if you like” he waited for my reply.
“Okay why not” I replied happily.
“So do you have any brothers or sisters” he started quick for a shy person he was defiantly quick to question.
“No I’m an only child but I would love an older brother or sister to argue with”
“There not that great you know as much as I love Hanna she’s a pain in the neck” I thought this was sweet its not everyday you meet a guy who will admit to loving his sister.
“So Lauri tell me a bit about yourself” I was quick to get a question in this time so I could just listen to him talk, but I couldn’t understand why!
“Well you already know I have a sister, I like partying, hanging out, riding my BMX normal guy stuff really, oh also me and my friends have a band and I’m the singer!” he blushes on telling me.
“Cool do you do your own stuff then?”
“We have a few songs of our own but we are doing covers at the moment”
“Sounds good to me, a good way to spend your free time as well”
“Yeah I suppose………. So what about you?”
“Well I love party’s, hanging out with friends which wont be happening anymore, I also love music and I like shopping if I know what I’m going for”
“Cool so your not a shopping freak” he laughed.
“No not me” there was along silence which was making me uncomfortable I decided to write some more I picked up my pen as I did I felt his hand rest on my arm, the fire starting again and the tingling spreading up my arm, I turned and faced him.
“Sorry” he pulled his arm back and rested in across his body.
“It’s okay” I felt my self blush but why?
“I just wanted to say…………. don’t worry about been alone I will be your friend if you like, you’re a nice girl different from the rest……. I hope we can get along” he bowed his head again, Hanna was right he’s defiantly shy.
“Thank you Lauri I hope we can be friends too” with this the bell rang signalling the end of the lesson, talk about been saved by the bell.
“Where next” he asked.
“Science” I told him packing away my things.
“Cool I love science come on lets go” from just that one word he had gone from been shy to hyperactive, I followed the now happy content Lauri to the science block, we entered the room S4 and I followed him to the back row, I seated myself down next to him.
“Why do you always sit at the back Lauri” I asked him wondering why he did.
“Just to keep myself out of the way and to myself, it’s the first time someone has sat next to me in a very long time” he sounded sad I felt sorry for him.
“But why Lauri I don’t understand” I wanted to know why such a kind person could be so alone.
“Well I don’t fit in” he mumbled.
“I still don’t understand why” I answered softly.
“No you wouldn’t, no-one ever does” with this he got up and stormed out of the room almost knocking the teacher over in the process.
I felt guilt begin to form in the pit of my stomach had I just lost the one friend in my year I had from been so pushy into finding him out.
I sat through science on my own, when the bell went I went out side for break I walked around the back of the building so no-one would find me and lit up a fag slowly taking in the smoke flooding my lungs with a sudden rush of nicotine, thinking of how I had upset Lauri and trying to figure out why I felt so bad after all I had only met him this morning!
My thoughts where disturbed by the bell signalling lesson 3, I looked at my timetable maths great I hate maths.
I found my maths room without to much difficulty , I looked around for Lauri but he wasn’t there, I sat myself at the back incase he came to the lesson. I was beginning to worry now what if I had upset him that much he had done something stupid.
Maths was going slow probably to do with the fact I hated the subject and I couldn’t help worry for Lauri.
As I looked up the bell rang for lunch, great an hour and a half of boredom and loneliness.
I wandered out side and found a place under some trees away from the main school area, I leaned against a tree, closed my eyes and let out a big sigh, ‘why did I do that’ I whispered to myself.
“Do what?” I heard the familiar voice ask.
I slowly opened my eyes to see a pair of legs in front of me I followed the body to the top until I reached his face and looked into those eyes again, the one’s I thought I would never see again.
“Lauri I’m so sorry about this morning” I try to get up but he stops me placing himself down on the ground opposite me.
“It’s okay its just” he paused “Well no-one has ever tried to understand ….. No-one ever cared before I guess I didn’t know how to cope” I saw tears form in his beautiful green eyes, I wanted to hug him but stopped myself.
“Lauri I’m still sorry” I reach over and rub his shoulder that feeling came over me again.
“Louise” he looked me straight in the eyes.
“Yeah” I mumbled
“I’m ready for you to understand” I nodded and waited for him to continue.
“Well I don’t fit in because of the way I dress, the way I do my hair, the way I act around people and because I’m so shy the only people who have ever accepted me are my band mates” he stopped I could tell this was hard for him to admit to me, he looked away and I saw tears running freely down his soft peach like cheeks.
“And me” I answered back.
“What do you mean” he questioned me.
“I’m the same I dress differently and I accept you Lauri for your individuality there only like this towards you because they are jealous of you” he looked up at me there was a sparkle of life back in his big green eyes.
“Your right and Thank you” he whispered as if not to break a mood.
“Your welcome”
We seemed to be sat there under the trees for most of lunch staring into each others eyes trying to read what each other was feeling and thinking inside only breaking to eat something.
He eventually broke the silence.
“What are you doing after school?” he blurted out.
“ummmm nothing I don’t think why?”
“would you like to come to band practice with me……you don’t have to if you don’t want to but it would be nice” he blushed again showing the shy Lauri I had first met.
“Yeah sure why not” I had nothing else to do anyway and something inside told me I wanted to spend more time with him.
“Really you mean it?” his eyes widened in excitement.
“Yes really!” I laughed.
“Cool” was all I got as my reply.
The bell rang signalling the end of lunch Lauri got up and passed his hand to help me to my feet.
“Thank you” I said shyly.
“No problem”
We brushed the dry dust of our bums and headed back towards the main school buildings for the afternoon lessons, now both of us relaxed walking comfortably in each others company.

[starlightchild]

lol I think that Lauri likes her because he was looking at her a lot! Band practice should be fun

[whitewitch]

OMG....

Wow this is sssoooooooooooooooo good.....Seriously I think that you should carry on writing it....

Please continue the story...

You should think about making a story with it & then printing it out and then give it to the Rasmus site or send it to Lauri....

It's a really good story.

whitewitch

[To_Guilty_For_You]

this is going to be a then and now story when this one ends theres going to be a sequal set now!!
anyway heres the next bit!!


Chapter 4 part one.

The rest of the afternoon flew past we had geography and then art two subjects I am not keen on but in Lauri’s company I felt fine.
“Louise are you ready” I looked up to see Lauri stood there with his backpack on.
“Huh!!” I simply replied
“The bell went a few minuets ago come on lets go” I got up packed my things away and followed him out of the building towards the school gates, I saw Hanna and she was waving madly at me.
“Hei, see you survived your first day how was it” she asked me.
“Yeah it was okay thought I was going to be alone at one point but Lauri looked after me” Hanna shot a very shocked look over at her brother who was now blushing, he turned to me and opened his mouth to say something, he thought about it for a few minuets and then said it, “ I’ll see you later, I will come and get you when its time to go okay bye” I simply nodded and said bye to him, he turned off and walked off to go meet his band mates.
“What the …… what is he on about” Hanna started as we walked off home.
“Oh he invited me to band practice with him” I told her.
“lucky you, you’ve only know the shyest bout in school for less than a full day and already your going to band practice with him”.
“what do you mean by that” I looked at her puzzled.
“well like I just said Lauri is very shy isn’t he not?, well he’s never invited a girl to practice before, in fact……. He’s never invited anybody before from what I know, I think he’s really opened up to you and you may have just set him free from his shell, and …….I think he likes you” she winked.
“Really oh nobody ever!! And no he cant me and him are just friends he doesn’t like me that way” Hanna stopped, we where now stood outside our apartment block, she looked at me raising her eyebrows.
“doesn’t he now!!! Well has he been blushing madly all day? Making eye contact when ever there’s a silence between you and asking you a lot of questions as if there going out of fashion? All day”
“ummmm well yeah” I reply slightly embarrassed I noticed he was doing these things.
“ And then he invites you to band practice, I’m telling you now he LIKES you and not just as his new best friend” she smiled and we went in and up the stairs, as we reached Hanna’s floor we said our good byes and I went to mine, I let myself in no one was home there was a note stuck to the mirror in the hall, it read -

‘Louise I will be home late around 10ish and your father will be home sometime before me see you get your self some tea love mum xxx’

Great my own company till I go out how boring I thought to myself as I wandered towards the kitchen dropping my bag and jacket on to the table, I flicked on the kettle and kicked off my shoes, I poured the milk into the cup and added my coffee I was lost in thought about what Hanna had said that I jumped when the kettle had boiled and it clicked to signal it was ready, I poured the hot water into my mug and went to my room. I flicked on my CD player ‘Meat Loaf- Bat out of Hell’ boomed around my room, ‘right what do I wear’ I thought ‘well I have to make an effort or he would think I was some kind of scruff or slob. I opened the wardrobe and stared at the contents.
Black item after black item hung from the rail, I picked out a few items laying them on the bed trying to match them up, how I don’t know as black and black go together anyway but I carried on even though I knew this.
“there that will do” I said to myself I decided on some black baggy pants and my black ‘Made in Hell’ top, I was just about to apply some make up when there was a knock at the door.
I went to answer turning my music off as I went, as I opened the door I couldn’t help but laugh as I saw Lauri stood there just about to knock again.
“Hei I thought you where ignoring me or you’d gone out for a second there” he blushed lowering his hand back to his side.
“hi, no I was just turning my radio off”
“Are you ready I told Eero we would be there in five minuets”
“Yeah hang on” I ran to the kitchen flicked of the kettle mains and grabbed my jacket and keys, as I headed back down the hall to the door I was watching Lauri he looked lost and unsure to whether he should have come in and waited or stayed out side so he waited under the door frame.
“Right then lets go” I prompted, he just nodded and headed for the lift.
“Ummm……..Lauri could we take the stairs” I said nervously.
“But the lift is quicker” he pointed out.
“ Yeah I know but…….well I don’t like them” he smiled understandingly at me.
“It’s okay to be scared of things, in fact I’m terrified of dogs, so sure we can take the stairs” with that we headed off down the stairs and into the street, I shivered as the cold air wrapped its self around me.

[whitewitch]

OMG please tell the rest of the story.....

I know that it's on the Rasmus site.But please can you give the whole story???


PLEASE POST THE WHOLE STORY!!!!

whitewitch